I'm not okay !

Are you okay ? No , i'm falling apart inside. I'm sick of faking this smile i put on my face every day ! I can't hide this pain any longer. I feel thin. I feel ugly. I honestly hate myself. I feel like i'm never good enough. I cut myself. I starve myself. I cry myself to sleep. I feel like leaving the world tonight , it is not for me. Yess , i'm fine :')